urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manicrecesive manicrecesive manicrecesive 2006-11-19T23:46:50Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manicrecesive:6252 2006-11-19T23:46:50Z 2006-11-19T23:46:50Z I got some bad news yesterday. I had an email address in my wallet for almost a year and a half, i threw it out a few months ago, and now I really regret that, not that it matters anymore, but it would be nice to have something to hold onto...at least I remember every character. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manicrecesive:5909 2005-05-19T19:09:38Z 2005-05-19T19:09:38Z today i am sick. my throat hurts, my head feels jumbly and my roommate wont stop talking to me about types of film. i wish i could skip past this week to one more entertaining. i feel so ridiculous, i am in love with a rock star urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manicrecesive:5742 2005-04-10T20:35:10Z 2005-04-10T20:35:10Z today i saw a dead kitten in the side of the road and not even supertramp could make me feel better urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manicrecesive:5360 2005-01-18T05:36:02Z 2005-01-18T05:36:02Z Im making wheatloaf. Its like meatloaf only with wheat urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manicrecesive:5004 2004-12-17T09:14:47Z 2004-12-17T09:14:47Z my day started off horribly terrible i woke up to a girl in my class yelling carley wake up your missing your critique. that was the worst wake up EVER<br />so i was an hour late for my critique and was ready to say fuck it im way too late to show up but i did, and they just happen to be running an hour late with other crits so they didnt even know! thank god. it lasted about 2 1/2 hours and it really coudlnt have gone any better. some of my teachers didnt even know what to say . for one of my projects my teacher kevin almost made me cry (in a good way) it was amazing. i feel so good right now even though i have an exam in a couple hours that could make me or break me.<br />i bought a fish and put him in an oversized martini glass its pretty sexy<br /><br />i cant wait to start sleeping again! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manicrecesive:4706 2004-11-24T09:21:30Z 2004-11-24T09:21:30Z so today i was cutting some sheets glass for this house i have to make and while i was cutting it my hand slipped and the skin on my fingers got shaved RIGHT OFF it bled non stop for like an hour but i got a pink band aid out of it and i feel just a little bit more hardcore<br />i just got home from school now and i will have to stay even later tomoro but im loving every minute of it- and i have cupcakes urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manicrecesive:4523 2004-11-10T22:25:28Z 2004-11-10T22:25:28Z i guess i could always start using my livejournal again<br />well lets see, today i wore uncomforable shoes and my feetsies hurt, its really hot in my room, i have wood chips down my shirt and its itchy<br />so thats about it<br />i am horribly obsessed with glassblowing urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manicrecesive:4268 2004-07-05T02:46:26Z 2004-07-05T02:46:26Z whoa urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manicrecesive:3991 2004-03-01T06:06:16Z 2004-03-01T06:06:16Z everyone was talking so loud and fast i couldnt understand<br />so i focused on the movie i watched for about half an hour<br />i cant even remember what movie it was urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manicrecesive:3612 2004-02-28T02:34:32Z 2004-02-28T02:34:32Z today i went on a rampage i bought $71 worth of games but they were all worth it, i got operation, kerplunk,perfection and barrel of monkeys<br />i dont feel like going out but i will because i never go out urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manicrecesive:3375 2004-02-19T06:00:56Z 2004-02-19T06:00:56Z i just got back from whitby psych it was freaky awesome<br />we saw the gymnasium,school house and we smoked a joint in the power house thing, i didnt though because i get wicked paranoid<br />i saw everything but the morgue and the childrens ward, we couldnt find the steam tunnels <br />i really surprised myslf i was the least scared person there, i really thought i would be freaking out<br />we took alot of pictures and hopefully theres so stuff we didnt see in them, i got bit on the face by a spider, i thought it was a sign so we left. and we were soaked to the knees with snow.<br />then we went out for dinner/breakfast man i love them homefrys<br />sweet jesus im tired urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manicrecesive:3300 2004-01-30T02:52:08Z 2004-01-30T02:52:08Z okay let me tell you why today was the worst day ever,<br />i woke up super early at 7 couldnt get back to sleep but i had to work at 9:30 anyways <br />so i get to work its pretty boring then we all decide i should buy some caffeine pills since im working 9:30 - 9:30<br />so at noon we each took about ten pills and fell hyper for about 15 minutes i started feeling dizzy and nautious so i sit down for a little while<br />about 3 hours pass and i feel worse every minute <br />my manager informs us she wont be coming in next week so WE have to take all her shifts and make the scedule<br />so by this time carrie is freaking out and eventually pukes<br />i just sat in one spot for the whole night and tried not to pass out<br />i still feel shakey and a bit nautious<br />my lesson learned: never take 10 of anything urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manicrecesive:3060 2004-01-27T03:34:05Z 2004-01-27T03:34:05Z today i woke up at 12:30 i watched tv til 3 then i feel asleep and woke back up at 7 and i feel like i could go right back to sleep now<br />i dont understand why and how im so tired i wish i had something to do right now<br />i wish the old degrassi was on instead of the new one the kids were so much cooler back then<br />maybe ill go bake a cake<br />i kinda want to talk to someone right now urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manicrecesive:2581 2004-01-22T05:27:42Z 2004-01-22T05:27:42Z fortunate fool-jack johnson tonight was fun i went to carries and watched heathers. christian slater makes me giddy, we made ice cream sandwiches yeah thats right MADE them <br />my socks are so tight they make my legs ache. i feel bad for leaving dave but it was his fault he didnt want to come. <br />i want to snuggle urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manicrecesive:2438 2004-01-17T02:56:14Z 2004-01-17T02:56:14Z i just fell so hard down my stairs that i almost puked . i havent had that feeling since i last went snowboarding. i hate that feeling<br />i dont want to make college portfolios i dont know what to put in it i have to make it for like theatre things and i dont really have anything, maybe i should make it all up or maybe i should procrastinate till the last day.<br />yeah i think ill do that urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manicrecesive:2161 2004-01-16T06:54:42Z 2004-01-16T06:54:42Z why does eveyone else look so comfortable in their skin? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manicrecesive:1894 2004-01-13T02:57:34Z 2004-01-13T02:57:34Z i hate everything today<br />who the fuck am i to hate everything<br />the world doesnt revolve around me<br />fuck me<br />i bought american history x and virgin suicides on dvd this makes me happy<br />ba doom ching urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manicrecesive:1607 2004-01-09T04:26:51Z 2004-01-09T04:26:51Z sneaker pimps- post modern sleaze i still dont feel right i havent for a while , i took daytime flu pills and they knocked me out for like 12 hours they lied to me. i dont feel like being sleepy today. i want to watch josie and the pussy cats but i cant find it i did find a project i did at reesor and assley was the guardian aiggy im not sure how we got that name. i wish today was over its so boring. my dad finally found a job now hes not gonna be home durring the day thank god and dave got his raise so hopefully hell stop his damm complaining<br /> great i just knocked over a whole container of beads <br />i dont think im gonna clean them up they look kinda pretty<br />i wish i could draw im in a drawing kinda mood but my hands are not connected with my brain at all so when i see something in my head my hands can never do it then i get frustrated and im too tired to get frustrated<br /> my head hurts ima lie down urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manicrecesive:1328 2004-01-06T08:52:39Z 2004-01-06T08:52:39Z ive decided to stop sleeping theres nothing i have to wake up for so why go to bed i wish i had to work that would gimme something to sleep for i dont even feel tired i havent in a long time i feel like going for a jog but i dont feel good man i wish it was summer i love it when my house is empty i feel more like myself i need to get kidnapped then id have something to talk about<br />i love warm soft carpet urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manicrecesive:1067 2004-01-05T22:02:18Z 2004-01-05T22:02:18Z i think my hearing's gone i feel horrible yesterday i was throwing up all day and this morning i woke up at 7 took 1 flu pill went back to bed and i just woke up now,im suppose to be at work but i think my dad called in for me now i only have one more shift i cant wait i love selena but jenifer lopez put too much of herself into the character even though i had never heard of selena before the movie im gonna have some soup urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manicrecesive:1020 2004-01-02T19:26:55Z 2004-01-02T19:26:55Z dixie chicks i am so sick of animals i want to kill them all, the degus are so freaking loud i cant sleep ofor more than 15 minutes at a time. when they fight they sound like screaming babies. i had to sleep in the basement cause i could handle them i dont want them anymore but i feel bad cause i got them for christmas maybe ill just keep feeding them and feeding them and no no im not gonna do that urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manicrecesive:746 2004-01-02T04:20:14Z 2004-01-02T04:20:14Z man im such a white pear, thanks mikey you really opened my eyes urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manicrecesive:260 2004-01-02T03:29:33Z 2004-01-02T03:29:33Z is this what i do?